& The Demons Possessed Me

Am I powerless to change?

Am I powerless to be anything different after so many tries?

Will He redeem me?

Tell me to help myself?

Tell me He’s had enough?

or just let me die?

I’m tired of failing.

Every day I taste defeat.

You would think it tastes so great to me…

my stomach’s full beyond capacity.

I’m alone in my body.

My emotions,  my diseases, my body,

me…